Maybe I am in a bit of a funk, because on a normal Lauren Laws day there are five BILLION things that make me immensely happy. Puppies, sunshine, bright colors, shamelessly flirting with every person I come in contact with, soft things, things that smell good, anything turquoise or lime green, candy, slurpees, blankets, comfortable clothes, bright colored clothes, clear water, any interaction, big or small, with someone I know, eating pizza, writing, etc.
But lately I feel like I am in this weird place of trying to figure out my life and uncharacteristically moody about it. There are things that I want that aren't up to me and things that I can't decide that are 100% up to me.
I'm about to go get froyo with my girls and I know that'll make me happy because they are lovely souls.
My new room makes me happy, it's such a lovely little space that is all mine...I've missed that. My things fit pretty perfectly in it...It just feels right.
My job makes me happy. I go and I get paid and I like the people around me and I like the things that we are working on and it is a fun environment. I have a jar of peanut butter and Ritz crackers and some chocolate in my desk. I have my own desk...Unlike my last producing job. Everyone I work with is fun and lovely and so friendly.
Being free makes me happy. That I am young, healthy and can come and go as I please. Knowing I don't have to worry about too much really.
The song "Home" is making me pretty happy these days.