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Sep 28, 2012

Hey Everyone!!! Check this out when you get a chance!!!


I'm excited. Because it's going to be really good.
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Weeping Promo Vid from Weeping Film on Vimeo.

Sep 24, 2012

I haven't been writing enough lately and writing is something I need in my life.

Walking to school the other day I thought, I am an awful producer and significantly worse at editing and not even a great director not even close to a superb actor but writing...I'm a good writer. I've come up with some good and exciting things with my fellow writers in our "Writer's Room" class. And I love it.

Over Chinese food my lovely film gals and I developed some ideas for a wonderful chick flick. Look for it in theaters in the future.


I am dating the most amazing man. He is a boyfriend straight out of a movie without any of the drama. i honestly never expected something like this to happen to me. Someone who literally shows up on my doorstep with a Belgium waffle and tells me I'm beautiful every. single. day. Though I found out the other day he doesn't like maple bars which is something I'm going to have to come to terms with. It's not like I had horrendous relationships in the past but I honeslty did not know this level of affection and devotion was possible.

Trying to make a movie. https://vimeo.com/49718194. More on that later but it's going wonderfully + the average amount of hiccups and hardships.

Hardships are the fun part too though.

Now some chalk pictures...





Sep 16, 2012

“I wish there was a song called “Nguyen and Ari,” a little ditty about a hardworking Vietnamese girl who helps her parents withthe franchised Holiday Inn they run, and does homework in the lobby, and Ari, a hardworking Jewish boy who does volunteerwork at his grandmother’s old-age home, and they meet after school at Princeton Review. They help each other study for the SATs and different AP courses, and then, after months of studying and mountains of flashcards, they kiss chastely upon hearing the news that they both got into their top college choices. This is a song teens need to inadvertently memorize. Now that’s a song I’d request at Johnny Rockets!” 
― Mindy KalingIs Everyone Hanging Out Without Me?

Sep 2, 2012

love, people, relationships


i believe in people.

i know there are a lot of people who will let you down on purpose and on accident.
i know times get tough and relationships get strained but i also believe in
love.

friend love. boyfriend love. marriage love. family love. professional love. far-off admiration love. a connection of nothing else but being humans love.
the love of God.

we are never quite as alone as we sometimes believe ourselves to be.

sometimes it just takes searching. real searching to find those people who realize just how incredible and important you are.

sometimes they show up out of nowhere.

and it takes your own investing to show them you are worth it too.




photos by Willem Kampenhout 


loving.
is the most natural thing in the world.
we try so hard to be good at it
but i think the key is to not try at all and just do.

Aug 18, 2012

2am nonsense.

It's 2am and instead of going to bed I've gotten thinking about life and love and happiness and how I haven't written a thing in ages. And then I lapse into old bad habits such as watching recorded episodes of the Nanny (see posts from two years ago).

Speaking of two years ago...Two years ago today I was about to get on a plane to go to Provo where I would be in the MTC for nine--wait, thirteen--months and 18 months of adventures I never could've accepted.

Today I went shopping at outlets and to the pool and dinner at "the country club" (as I affectionately call the place my uncle plays golf) and then complained late into the night about how so much of society expects everything to work out for them without any work. Closest thing I'll ever get to living in a Hemingway novel. 

All I can think is how amazing it is that I live in a time where I can wear pants whenever I want...and that the pants I am currently wearing have all the comfort of leggings with the look of jeans in a nice grey wash. Something women couldn't have dreamed of 50 years ago. Comfort AND fashion...we are starting to understand. 

Besides stretchy pants and articles of clothing that come in grey there are many things that make me happy these days...

Oregon. Good donuts. Instagram photos, not because they're trendy or talented but because they're snapshots of life. Sweet and/or hilarious texts. Watching movies/television where people have giant cellphones. Rain. Kissing in the rain, because Hollywood has idealized it in our minds as the best thing ever. BFFs that really are forever. Thai food. Thai food leftovers. Soft sweatshirts.Your sweet, sweet loving. 

Listening to Beyonce and watching Gilmore Girls at the same time...too much?

Aug 8, 2012

sometimes certainty
is even scarier
than the unknown.

Aug 6, 2012

it is a hard thing for an adaptable person
to find exactly where they belong
Sometimes when you have a great professor/mentor there is no other way to express your gratitude than a music video...

Happy Birthday, Jeff Parkin! from Rebecca Shumway on Vimeo.




Jul 22, 2012

dark knight rises (no spoilers)

I've read a handful of comments of Facebook with various opinions and usually I keep to myself and don't delve into arguing publicly about things that don't matter, but this is something I feel strongly enough about to just come out and say:

If you think Dark Knight Rises was a "bad" movie, you are wrong. You are free to dislike it because of personal taste/preference/style, but it was not a bad movie.

I was discussing with a friend of mine how just like any kind of art there are things that make it good or bad whether you agree or not. DKR was a well-crafted story with dynamic characters and good messages and themes scattered throughout. Well cast (minus Anne) and executed well through the script, directing, production design, etc. Therefore it was a good movie. Whether you choose to buy into Superheroes is your decision, but you know what it was going into it. 

It, also, should not be blamed for any violence that is related to it because it does not glorify evil.

I will agree that the original Dark Knight, with the Joker, was highly unnerving and not something I would watch every day or show to young children. Sometimes when I watch violentesqe movies I wonder if we are giving crazy people ideas but it is only because they are singling out one small part of a film and ignoring the overall picture and themes. But...

Here is the thing about movies, to tell a story through the medium of film it has to be visual. So, yes, the movies are dark (and this one is less dark than the Dark Knight) but it is to show us that there is evil in the world--something the characters are actively trying to stop by the way. Sometimes it is hard to watch hard things, but it is also a part of life. We cannot go about pretending evil doesn't exist just because we don't see it immediately around us.  

Something I like about Batman is that it's not just a fanatic (did I say fanatic--I meant hunk) with a cape and mask and fancy equipment, but also local heroes in the government and police force that are trying to make a difference. And even everyday citizens are given the opportunity to do good. 

And, yes, the Batman is flawed. Turns out every human is. Turns out we don't always want to do the right thing, we are sometimes selfish, and we want to be the hero of the story and sometimes it's not always for the most noble reasons. That's what makes us wonderful and dynamic and those flaws and learning to overcome them are a part of God's eternal plan for us. What people don't realize is the movies with perfect characters are the ones that are really annoying. There was only ever one perfect person. We can't relate to perfect characters. 

I also want to point out the huge HONESTY theme that we got throughout in case you didn't notice they were telling us that we should be honest with the other humans in our lives--and with ourselves. The day before I saw it I made a pact with a friend to be more honest with people even when it is uncomfortable and the day after I had/heard of some refreshing experiences where honesty really paid off. Batman agrees, so everyone say what you're really feeling because it is always better than hiding/withholding information for the sake of crafting something that seems like it will work better. 

As for my review of the movie, the only complaints I have is that we never saw Tom Hardy's beautiful face...and that Anne Hathaway...she had her moments, but...bleh. 

I will also continue to love C. Nolan because he is a filmmaker who reminds us that even if you can now watch YouTube videos in 4K a good and put in special effects on your iPhone, an intricate story is what will really blow people's minds. 

Jul 17, 2012

the music video I've watched over and over

I know this guy named Derek Pueblo, D. Puebs, or DP the DP. 
I've worked on a thing or two with him, bought him deodorant once, you know...
He sort of looks like Justin Timberlake.

He made this video for New Electric Sound. And it is fabulous. Axe Motorcycle gang? Brilliant. That lead singer with his charming smile gets me every time (and I have watched it several times). And we all know I'm a sucker for anything with a bandana around its neck.